May God's loving, gracious will be done. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen
Jalehman22, i’m not sure what you mean from what you have typed. If you have a sin, it’s OK, God will forgive you for it. But you might need to get help from the appropriate person. What is it that you’ve done? I can’t tell what you mean from what you are saying. Maybe you need to talk to someone you know and ask them if they can help you.