javariusmodkins, Your self discipline will not be because of your own efforts. You don't need to feel as though you must pass God's test. If you have put your faith in Jesus Christ and Him crucified, then you have already passed the test!! Praise God!! Be assured of that and rest in that and find peace and comfort in Him alone. My prayers go out to you. 🙏
javariusmodkins, I am praying for you
javariusmodkins, I am praying for you