StephanieUSA, I am praying for you. Gosh, seek help.
May the Lord provide a group of faithful women to come around me and support me in this time. May my church have the right people to introduce me to. May my therapy be helpful as fast as possible when I start in two weeks. Let my boss have mercy on me to let me go early to attend therapy. May my physical health improve as fast as possible so I can work these insane hours next week. All 7 days at least 14 hours a day. I’ve already been sick for a month. I need my health to be able to do this extremely important week at work. Lord, show Your mighty hand over my life.