Hey I really praying for you and I hope you read this, Ask GOD for guidance the Holy Spirit is way bigger than the demonic spirits. IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS LET THE DEMONIC SPIRIT LEAVE YOU, I know its hard, GOD has and always has had a plan for you. Read the BIBLE it can be one verse it can change you, you don't know where GOD can lead you. In a moment GOD can change everything.
OCTOBER 19 Encouraging Word # 293 “ I waited patiently for the LORD to help me, and He turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the pit of despair, out of the mud and the mire. He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along. He has given me a new song to sing, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see what He has done and be astounded. They will put their trust in the LORD. Oh, the joys of those who trust the Lord Psalm 40:1-4
jgin, I am praying for you