Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. —Proverbs 3:5-6
Nicky78, I am praying for you
Dear Nicky78, I encourage you to keep praying and ask for Father God's and Lord Jesus's divine protection and healing. Also, keep your focus on them, not on negativity. Replace every negative thought with thoughts about your blessings, such as God's and Jesus's everlasting love, your family, friends, shelter, food, provisions, job, etc. For God's divine protection, you can focus on Psalm 91:14-16, “God says, ‘Because you are devoted to me, I’ll rescue you. I’ll protect you because you know my name. Whenever you cry out to me, I’ll answer. I’ll be with you in troubling times. I’ll save you and glorify you. I’ll fill you full with old age. I’ll show you my salvation.’” May all go well for you. In Jesus's name, I pray.