Ssss1, I am praying for you. I am praying that God heals you and protects you and comforts you so that you are not scared anymore of whatever it is that you are going through and wherever you are located but I have to be honest, your onscreen name gives me a reason to pause because you are calling yourself a Nazi. That is what I think about whenever I see your onscreen name. If it is not so, then I would like to recommend that you change your onscreen name. Whatever you do may God be with you.