Skannerz22, I am praying for you. May our Heavenly Father give you peace while seeking medical attention. May the process of releasing these metal balls be guided by the Holy Spirit. May we all give thanks and praise to Jesus our Lord and Savior in whose name we pray.
Skannerz22, I am praying for you
Skannerz. get the medical help right away. Second, explore the "why" you have done this. Get the assistance of folks who are empathetic. The Lord loves you so very much. Hand on to this with your heart, mind and soul. Take good care of yourself as you are super valuable to God and I believe you are stronger than even you think. Take God on your shoulder and seek help. You are worthy, and loved. You are important-- go with God.