Dear HSM, I pray that in case you haven't been saved or born again, you will ask Lord Jesus to come into your heart and become your Lord and Savior. If you have faith in him, trust him, and believe in the gospel, ask Father God and Lord Jesus to forgive you of your sins through Jesus's cleansing blood on the cross and through their grace. Be willing to repent of your sins. It's very difficult to stop sinning in your own strength or through your own will power. You need the Holy Spirit to convict and guide you. Once you've been saved, you will be given the Holy Spirit who will indwell in you and help you to transform into a new creation in Christ. Gradually, you'll sin less and less because you'll want to please Father God and Lord Jesus. I encourage you to talk to a pastor about salvation or about being born again. I've only given you a brief overview. You can also do some research on gotquestions.org. May all go well for you. In Jesus's name, I pray.
Praying for you and know God has already heard your request. Let go, let God!
I am prayering for you.