Rarmfld, I am praying for you
Rarmfld, I am praying for you. Many years ago I went through this. I kept praying for God to send his choice for me. It too a lot of soul serching and praying, but I ended up with God's choice and even though I was not sure, I had the peace from God that it was right. He has been the best husband ever. Leave it in God's hands.