Vatasharegular1988, I am praying for you to understand God will not favor your prayer. Scrirpture tells us if we choose not to forgive others, God cannt answer our prayers. Be grateful to God that He has empowered us to forgive and release bitterness. Every incident of bitterness begins with hurt. Whethere your sister deliberate or unintentionally hurt you, the wound runs deep. When you deny it and don't process it with forgiveness, the hurt you experience turns to bitterness. Bitterness saps your joy. It's also a sin against God ."Do not judge or you too will be judged For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you." Matthew 5 v 7. In the Name above all other names, Amen