Mrjdh, I am praying for you Repent is to turn away and don’t do what u have repented for. We can’t help you repent but I know what you mean in the knowing what to say!!! I pray this everyday !!! Gods word says don’t be afraid of their faces, I do know when you go to speak I pray before I speak and he has no ever failed to give me the words!!! I pray that you step out boldly in Jesus name and TRUST that He will do it in Jesus name!!
Mrjdh, I am praying for you