RArmfield, I will pray you forgive yourself, because God has forgiven you and I will pray that you live a joyful life and find new good relationships.
I pray that our loving God brings you the strength, guidance, and wisdom to cut all ties and feelings of Ronald Levell Phipps and that you will be able to forgive him and yourself making it easier for you to find the relationship God wants for you. In the name of the Creator, this is done. Amen.
RArmfield, I am praying for you