Aurora$22, are you following God’s financial principles? You should be doing three things. The first is tithing. The second is giving offerings. The third is sticking to a budget. Are you doing these three things? I have not always done so well in this area of life myself. My finances are currently in a mess. But I am following these principles to get out of it. If you follow these principles, I believe you will get out of your mess too. Some good people for you to listen to are Rick Warren and Robert Morris. They have Christian teaching about how to manage your finances. It will probably help you. I have listened to this teaching myself. I think that it is really good. It changed my life.